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Nexplanon Removal – IT FINALLY HAPPENED!
After exchanging the typical British social niceties, ‘we wear masks now/the weather/sorry for the wait’, the doctor ran through the reasons for getting the implant out. Mine were: two stone weight gain, nightmares which increase in frequency and intensity before my period, hormonal acne, worsening of all current symptoms since the Nexplanon implant went in, and pain from the implantation site that has not gone away. Of course, I didn’t remember all these at that time, so I blurted out three and then the rest I remembered over the hour I was there.
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The Nexplanon Implant Still Sucks
At the beginning of October 2019, I got the Nexplanon implant. It wasn’t completely unwillingly, it had been discussed, however, I did not want it. The only reason I agreed to it was that I knew I’d be seen as a ‘troublemaker’ if I didn’t try it again before more extreme treatment. That’s the reality of birth control. If you refuse to take it because you know it’s going to be bad for you, the doctors see it as dissent and questioning them and get very arsey at you. Granted, I am quite jaded and bitter nowadays but it still rings true.
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An orgasm a day triggers a flare.*
I had sex on Wednesday. It was the type of sex where you just fall into it. It starts with some kissing, a little fondling and the next thing you know, you need to fuck. You don't care what happens to your body, you just know that there's a deep, visceral need to fuck. ... can someone tell past me that's reckless behaviour? Because apparently, I do not listen to myself, or my own advice.
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8 Tips to Have Sex with POTs – POTs and Sex Positions
The lighted headiness, the loss of balance, the blackouts, and moments of confusion. If you suffer from postural tachycardia as I do, then you know these symptoms can occur during the most inconvenient times. One of these moments is during sex sometimes, leading to a moment of slight embarrassments. At times I’ve laid in bed and jokingly said to my partner that the pleasure was so intense it made me faint.
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Why TF am I in So Much Pain When I Ride My Partner?
I never suspected that the deep pain in my uterus during sex would be connected to my urinary incontinence too. Let me clear, missionary feels great, doggy style is fun, but cowgirl, faceoff or reverse cowgirl might as well have been a stick verberating my insides.
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How To Navigate Sex With an Anxiety Disorder
Sex is supposed to be fun. It's supposed to be a way to switch off and forget about the problems in your life whilst you spend some time wrapped up and lost in someone else, the sensations and the pleasure. It's supposed to get you out of your own head for a while. But when you suffer from an anxiety disorder which has riddled every aspect of your life with worry and dread, getting out of your own head can be near enough impossible at times. This was the case for me for a very long time.
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Pain for our pleasure. This is what a blow job feels like with TMD.
It's all in compassing. I can feel it everywhere in my head. From the smallest tooth to the hinge in my jaw, everything burns and aches and begs me to stop. My mouth screams at me to 'just use my hands' or better yet use my cunt. But I am determined. I will give my partner a blow job, and I will hurt for it. Goddamnit, I will hurt for it.
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I’ve stopped masturbating, or have I?
What feels like years ago, I announced to the world that I was going to stop masturbating because it was just too painful. Honestly, it's still painful, but I am masturbating again.
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How COVID19 is affecting my sex life.
I started 2020 anxiety-ridden. I shut away my sexuality in a box and was in a constant state of panic. However, a few weeks ago, I evolved from being a ball of anxiety to fucking my partner every chance I got. It’s been one hell of a mindfuck, especially as it’s usually my physical health that gets in the way of sex.
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Womanizer +Size (Womanizer Plus Size)
Whilst suction base technology isn't new to me, this is my very first Womanizer sex toy! Like all sex toys that take me a little while to review, I’m not the biggest fan of the Womannizer Plus Size. First, the toy was 'chosen for me', and second whilst it is one of the more accessible toys I've tried, it has flaws.
