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Nexplanon Removal – IT FINALLY HAPPENED!
After exchanging the typical British social niceties, ‘we wear masks now/the weather/sorry for the wait’, the doctor ran through the reasons for getting the implant out. Mine were: two stone weight gain, nightmares which increase in frequency and intensity before my period, hormonal acne, worsening of all current symptoms since the Nexplanon implant went in, and pain from the implantation…
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The Nexplanon Implant Still Sucks
At the beginning of October 2019, I got the Nexplanon implant. It wasn’t completely unwillingly, it had been discussed, however, I did not want it. The only reason I agreed to it was that I knew I’d be seen as a ‘troublemaker’ if I didn’t try it again before more extreme treatment. That’s the reality of birth control. If you…
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An orgasm a day triggers a flare.*
I had sex on Wednesday. It was the type of sex where you just fall into it. It starts with some kissing, a little fondling and the next thing you know, you need to fuck. You don't care what happens to your body, you just know that there's a deep, visceral need to fuck. ... can someone tell past me…
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Why TF am I in So Much Pain When I Ride My Partner?
I never suspected that the deep pain in my uterus during sex would be connected to my urinary incontinence too. Let me clear, missionary feels great, doggy style is fun, but cowgirl, faceoff or reverse cowgirl might as well have been a stick verberating my insides.
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Pain for our pleasure. This is what a blow job feels like with TMD.
It's all in compassing. I can feel it everywhere in my head. From the smallest tooth to the hinge in my jaw, everything burns and aches and begs me to stop. My mouth screams at me to 'just use my hands' or better yet use my cunt. But I am determined. I will give my partner a blow job, and…
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I’ve stopped masturbating, or have I?
What feels like years ago, I announced to the world that I was going to stop masturbating because it was just too painful. Honestly, it's still painful, but I am masturbating again.
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How COVID19 is affecting my sex life.
I started 2020 anxiety-ridden. I shut away my sexuality in a box and was in a constant state of panic. However, a few weeks ago, I evolved from being a ball of anxiety to fucking my partner every chance I got. It’s been one hell of a mindfuck, especially as it’s usually my physical health that gets in the way…
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Womanizer +Size (Womanizer Plus Size)
Whilst suction base technology isn't new to me, this is my very first Womanizer sex toy! Like all sex toys that take me a little while to review, I’m not the biggest fan of the Womannizer Plus Size. First, the toy was 'chosen for me', and second whilst it is one of the more accessible toys I've tried, it has…
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I’ve Stopped Masturbating: Week 4
If you told me five years ago that in 2020 I’d stop masturbating, and stop feeling like I had to masturbate, I would have laughed in your face. If you’d have told me three years ago that by stopping masturbating, I’d have more orgasms, I’d have spent an hour trying to work out the logic behind that. If you’d have…
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2020 Sex Lust List
I have discovered a number of varied and interesting toys this year, and I WANT them. I lust after them. However, since I’m on a no buy/low buy year, there will be no sex shopping for me! So, instead of shopping I've written up a list of (nearly) all the sex goodies I'd love to purchase in 2020. It's my…
